Thursday, October 30, 2008

An Open Door

So today was a big day. Actually it was HUGE.

I had the opportunity to be very vulnerable and sing some of the original songs that have been on my heart and get some feedback. I was excited and scared. Nervous and thankful all in one breath. The funny part is that once I walked up and sat down at the grand piano, I realized that with the music stand up, I couldn't see the people listening on, so I was put at ease and was able to worship freely from the depth of my heart. It was a BIG step for me considering the following:
1. I have no formal music training
2. I have only been playing piano chords for just over a year
3. I have never written songs before and performed them for anyone

God is so faithful- so present. Funny thing is there are many times I can sense the presence of the Lord and my ears get bright red and fire hot- like maybe He's using my ears to let me know He's watching me and I am hearing Him?

I feel like things are unfolding and the peace of knowing that you are walking in the way that your Creator is calling you to is indescribable. Oh Lord- keep me in the center of Your will... I want to follow You.

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